Did you listen to Rachael Carman’s workshop from the HomeschoolSummits online convention this morning? It’s free and still available until tomorrow morning. https://homeschoolsummits.com/teaching/summit/rachael-carman/
My sister and I listened to it together and found it so helpful – it put everything into perspective in such a God-honoring way. I hope you get a chance to listen to it. I’ve been wanting to respond to your post with a few thoughts of my own and haven’t had the chance yet, but when I watched this session this morning I thought of you! God give you grace.