my heart breaks for you and your family. I am so so sorry for your loss. Cling to Jesus and move forward in His strength. God did choose you to bring this life into being and into Heaven. You will meet your baby when you’re all Home. I am so sorry again , that you must go through this.
So very sorry for your loss. Sweetie, may I suggest that you and your family choose a tree or a bush in memorial for your little one. Praying for you and your family.
So sorry for your loss. Yes, I had a miscarriage at the exact same time as that. It was devastating to me. I don’t know that I’m really over it and it was 5 years ago. I have not been able to conceive since then. I may be experiencing another early miscarriage right now. I’m still trying to figure out what my body is doing this week.
This is where the rubber of your theology meets the road. You really have to hammer out if you believe that God is Sovereign, even over the painful things, and that He is a loving Father over His children even when it seems like He sends pain. A very helpful book for that is The Sovereignty of God by A.W. Pink or The Attributes of God by A.W. Pink. Either of these books will help lift your eyes from the pain and marvel at who God is and to trust Him better. Look for His mercy in every moment. He is there. He is here.
Grief comes like waves but the Lord will uphold His children through it. Another AWESOME book is 1,000 Gifts by Ann Voskamp. It is her journey to healing through thanksgiving.
Words cannot express how sorry I am for you. I, too, have experienced the loss of a baby. I pray that God comforts you in your grief….until joy comes in the morning and you hold that baby in heaven. I’ll Hold You In Heaven