I keep coming back to SCM. I get my confidence up, then totally freak out 😛 One year I bought a bunch of things, but I think it was too much too soon for my oldest. He is turning 9 in 2 weeks and even though according to the state mandated tests he is doing really well, I still am second guessing anything and everything I am doing! I don’t want to care what the tests say, he’s not enjoying school and that makes me sad. This year I feel like we have hit the point where I need to really focus on what we are doing and get a good game plan for the future. I can’t keep skipping around. We took a break last year, just doing workbook stuff (CLE). It was a nice mental break for me, and at first they enjoyed the concrete structure of a workbook, knowing what needs to be done to be ‘done,’ but by the end of the year it was drudgery for us all. I am almost done with “A Charlotte Mason Companion” and it has been a wonderful read (albeit, very slow for me… I started several months ago, but I am determined to finish it! Almost there!).
We started school back last week with MFW’s Exploring Countries and Cultures (we tried it last year, but it was too soon so I shelved it). It’s OK, and I want to “love” it because I love what the company stands for, but so far I haven’t been able to get into it. I am torn between the comfort of a checklist, and the freedom that CM can offer. Argh. (I did read a side note in the manual that the first 2 weeks are tough to get through so I want to give it a little longer). My husband was a HS skeptic in the past, but is now my biggest cheerleader and supports me in whatever direction I choose to take. In some ways I wish he had a little stronger of an opinion so I could either head that direction or rule something else out. Ha!
So, anyway, that’s my “you’re not alone” ramble…